♥ SBsb ♥

♥ Sunday, November 22, 2009 ♥

Omg!..
I actually feel a bit of nervous! And at the extreme of excitement for the first bball training..
Haha.. I had so much fun! Even though, I'm like a blur sotong during the training..
Those tactics made me so confused.. Haha..
Other than that, it's so much fun!..
All of them is hiliarious..
Even though I am not close with them..
But I can feel something.. which made me kind of happy?
And made me keep smiling! :)
Well, I'm working later...
BYE BYE!

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2:41 PM

♥ Thursday, October 22, 2009 ♥

Today wake up kinda late..
End up, didn't go to work..
Why?!?!?!..
Sick lor.. Sore throat Headache and Backache..
Ytd, due to lack of water!
My throat is dehydrated....
Now my throat just feel not right...

Amy, later is going to accompany me go polyclinic to see doc..
Haha... She's the best lah! STEADY!
Not like SOMEONE uh!! *PRAWN* The SOMEONE uh, not STEADY de..
Haha..

Cashier is really a tough job larh..
I can do but , not for long hours..
Cos I can easily get sore throat..
Well, I will prefer work in carrying stuff and placing stuff?
Not like serving customer all day long..
Tiring~
Well, when I want job..
No job want me..
When I have job, people start asking to join -.-..
What the hell..
I feel like joining Mccafe..
But.. the rate per hour is lower..
haiz.. CONSIDERING in process..
tata..

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12:35 PM

♥ Wednesday, October 21, 2009 ♥

Ytd didn't sleep well..
So, when to popular work today..
It's the 1st day, tiring and bored..
I think I going to get throat infection once again..

Now is 11:37pm...
I'm hungry...
My stomach is *roaring*
Well, my mom didnt cook for me..
I guess I have to get to bed as soon as possible ,without eating!
I'm tired at the same time hungry..

Well, tomorrow lunch time will have to suffer to be a loner again!!
Money spent on today lunch & dinner is a lot too..
*Heart Pain*
Haiz..

I want sleep leh..
Night all ^_^

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11:33 PM

♥ Thursday, October 8, 2009 ♥

Yuppie!!
My shoulder isn't that heavy than before.
Even though, stress are still there to make it heavy..
But I just feel more comfortable with the shoulder weight I'm having now.
Well, two more paper, one subject to go!
And it's HOLIDAY!

Don't whether EXAM period is a curse for me a not..
Always feel so SICK-ish during exam period..
This time round, I kanna Throat Infection once again...
So, for the combined science and math paper 1..
I was suffering!..
But hopefully, my marks won't suffer that badly too.. Haha..
However, I got confidence in combined science as well as mathematics. XD..
*Happy*

16 october 2009, graduation day.. o.0...
Haha.. For sure nothing is fun de lah! haha...
But I will be going.. Lol!..

No choice, I'm a good student. haha
Hey, don't be jealous about it.. XD..

Hmmm.. seriously, i want to get up to Sec 5...
And I really hope I can! ^^..
Well, i shall stop here...
I wanna watch " BABY BONUS " on CHANNEL 8!
The BABY is cute! Well, gtg liao larh! BYE peeps..

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8:57 PM

♥ Tuesday, September 29, 2009 ♥

Hi peeps!!!!!
Feel like eating XXL CHICKEN extra spicy!!
COOL lah!..
hahaa!! It's will be heavenly..
Lol..

Anyways, this year having some wishes/goals/aims
Afterall, It just seem to be my target..
1. Do well for 'N' Level and get to sec 5
2. After 'N" Level seek for jobs [ hopefully gt LOBANG!]
3. Join H.U [ still waiting for the coach to call ]
4. Earn a lot a lot of money.. [ Spend and pamper myself ]
5. Enjoy all days..
6. If able to earn enough money, maybe buy a Iphone 3gs for myself? [ maybe only]
7. Shop for dress after 'N' Level [ For attending QX's wedding ]
8. Hope that everything go smoothly throughout the year , as well as nxt yr and oso the future.

Well, this is all i got to say..
Cya..

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11:39 AM

♥ Monday, September 28, 2009 ♥

MY BROTHER IS A FUCKING ASSHOLE MAN!
Lol!.. Say I never do this or that..
FUCK larh him.. ccb.. I'm the one doing this ..
When things is not enough, he said, " walao, why u nvr do this and that.."
I said back, " WHAT I WAS THE ONE DOING THIS AND THAT , u're the brother leh,
u ain't a good role model still dared to say me.."
Damn, cant he just be more matured and grow up..
FUCK ASS!
Always use com during midnight..
The light is so bright that made me cant get into bed.
Always when is the time that both of us are hungry..
I will asked, " wanna eat a not?"
And so, I cooked.. Guess what i get.. LOL..
NOT EVEN A THANK YOU..
He hungry I cooked for me..
When I'm hungry.. He don't even wanna cooked for me larh..
Even if he cooked for me, he is like not really care and so anyhow cooked.
( He truly disappoint me.. Not that kind of brother i know last time )
Seriously, he changed a lot.. He's no longer like last time..
I'm so damn disappointed..
Please!! Learn to respect people!

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9:29 PM

♥ Saturday, September 26, 2009 ♥

Being the way you're, without me
It will more suit you.
Haha...

Seriously, my weaknesses are friends and family..
Haiz... The letting go of me...
Without qian jiu here and there... Maybe one day I will find myself..
As well as, you will find urself and be the real way you are..
Maybe I have too much protection from you..
Which will result me in not being myself..
Human get things too much, sometime will just think that it is li shuo dang ran de..
So, won't actually appreciate much..
I'm willingly to learn from my mistake.
By treasure and appreciate it..
But by learning it, it not a yi zhao yi xi de thingy to complish.

Honestly saying, I'm scare to be hurt...
And so, become selfish and etc...
But I know that, " NO GAIN NO PAIN "
But the challenge of being pain.. I just can't take it..
I really can't...
Often, I pushed things too hard towards you..
I know that I'm too guofen... But, maybe this my character...
No one tell me I'm wrong, it's only when its reached their limit then said
" I'm have enough of ..... "
I need to know wadd good and bad about me..
When i asked what's good about me... " blah blah blah blah blah!~"
When i asked what's bad about me... " blah blah!~"
Whether you want me to change a not...
I don't understand it..
I will be thinking, " HUH! What you trying to say, make it clear leh!"
But human just react in those ways.
Firstly, they maybe don't know how to phrase it in a better manner..
Secondly, afraid that is too direct and might just hurt the person..

In order for me to change,
I must involved in different environments..
If I continue to stay in the environment of being protected..
I gained nothing but continue to be selfish..
Why?.. Because I know I won't get hurt..
So people keep giving in to me.. But i neglect to give back what they actually needs.

P.S. In my heart, you're still my besty fren.. Maybe, now is the time for both of us to fly and grow up.. At the same time, I shall just need to recover the wound between both of us.. That's all i gotta say.. Anyway, all the best for ur future.. No obstacles is in your way.. Fly as high as you want.. Move as fast as you want. JIAYOU. ^^
" Be more patience! "
Thank you very much for the past you had given me.
THANK YOU.

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12:32 PM